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Meeka

A good example of my character sheets. Thanks, Meeka.

Dear whomever

Fri Jul 17, 2009, 11:13 PM

I love school. I love my classes, and the people in them.
Even tha communications class that I don't really understand. I won't explain, but I know the people in it know what I'm talking about. (Honest to goodness WTF)

Today I feel free. It's a nice feeling. Normally static, and bonded... Today I feel free.
More open. I hope school continues like this.

I know I need to work hard. I'm going to get a job... Gotta do it.

I'm worried about a lot of things.. I miss Jason. I miss him so much.. I hope he knows. I'm sure he does. I hope he's okay.

I hope I hope I hope.

Hope is a huge part of my day, my life.

I need to diet, lose some weight. Feel better, look better. It's so rare I can feel confidence, and I feel like i'm begining to. It's sad, and rare, but I feel fantastic when I do.

Insecurities are my problem, I need to move past them.
I've been thinking about my septum more and more. I would like to talk about the pro's and cons, But I feel the biggest pro is how it would make me feel. I don't care about the stigma... It's something I'd like to do for me... I don't know. There's a lot of things in my head about it I don't think I could type about so openly in a journal I know everyone reads.

I'm back in York, I can't say home. I feel lost like I'm not there yet. I feel lonley, and I feel longing.

I hope I hope I hope.

I'm so alone now. Where are my hugs? My various miniscule affections that mean so much..? I miss them..

I hope I hope I hope.

I need to make the best of it. I really do. Fingers crossed.

It wouldn't be make believe if you believe in me.


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:iconjameless:
~Jameless Jul 18, 2009, 7:03:04 PM
AHHHH don't let the freaky peoples eat yer sausage :D

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"I need a little Christmas in my drink!!" ~~ Joey Jordison
:iconbone-butterfly:
~Bone-Butterfly Jul 15, 2009, 6:29:53 PM
'Sup? It's Ren from AIY.
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*GoldeFox Jul 16, 2009, 7:00:08 AM
rennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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Bright Blessings
:iconbone-butterfly:
~Bone-Butterfly Jul 17, 2009, 10:16:34 AM
Picklessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
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*GoldeFox Jul 17, 2009, 8:29:34 PM
Gweeeeee.

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Bright Blessings
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=kosodoro Jul 13, 2009, 12:40:31 PM
Ello Classmate 83 . It be Jordon

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I've been breathing since the day I was born and today I work in a grocery store cha-ching
:iconabsinthe-dragon:
~Absinthe-Dragon Jul 8, 2009, 10:07:59 PM
Hiiii Golde! Watched for sure. :3
:iconrouko:
~rouko Jul 7, 2009, 3:31:39 PM
HOLY CRAP. Your talent just exploded all over my face!

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"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -- Dr. Suess

"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten." --Tony Robbins
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